if this is the last time by LANY

LANY is a pop band that makes some good music. I enjoy listening to Malibu Nights and dna. However, there's this one song that always hits me and I try not to listen to it often, not because I don't like it but because I cannot handle the lyrics.

if this is the last time by LANY.

The song is about LANY's singer showing how grateful he is to his parents. It also mentions how all matter is temporary in life and that he wants to enjoy every interaction with his parents as if it were his last.

I think this song really hits me emotionally because of how expressive he is to his parents. Being in an Asian family, we rarely say the words "I love you" on any occasion. Whenever we fought with each other, we would go days without talking to each other. I still loved them but I didn't really know what to say or how to reconcile. So I would try to clean the house, keep everything clean whenever they went out and maybe cut some fruit for them (apple is the goated fruit). They would buy my favorite food for me in bulk and cook delicious dinners, giving me the best part of the meat.

We didn't have much growing up so it was more about what you can do versus what you can say.

It's been a little over 4 years since I left Myanmar and came to the US for my bachelors. Sometimes, I just wish time would stop so that I can spend some more time with my family because every day I grow older, they are also growing older and I do not want them to leave me. But I guess this is just the way life works and to just enjoy every second of it because you never know when someone will leave.

ကျေးဇူးတင်ပါတယ် ဖေဖေ နဲ့ မေမေ, ဘဘကြီး, ကြီးမေ နဲ့ ကိုကိုကြီး။

ဘဘကြီး နဲ့ ကြီးမေ နိဗ္ဗာန်ဘုံ ရောက်ပြီး ငြိမ်းချမ်းစွာအိပ်စက်နိုင်ပါစေ။

ママ、おじいちゃん、おばあちゃん、おじさんの家族　も　ありがとうございました。

おじいちゃん ご冥福をお祈りします。